Model my ass...

Have you ever have a friend, that is average looking, average height (shorter than me), average body structure and everything is average but with an outstanding claim... claiming himself a model... underwear model to be precise.... Yes, I am rolling my eyes... I unfollowed him in FB but unfortunately I can unfollow him in Instagram, becoz I understand he has this apps that track followers. Yes, I am still a friends of his, it is just the postings are giving me negative responds and it feels like vomiting. Most people that are negative to me, I will usually unfollow bcoz I don't want to receive negative vibes from them. and yes, I am still their friends. Back to this particular friend, I really...really...really don't understand him. Claimed went to this bla bla bla for shooting... but most of the pics are in a studio setting, like you pay RM500 per session then you get yourselves an album. He claims its for a magazine this and that... but I am not seeing them with your pics in it! Beside that, I understand he works in the hotel line, which is fine... but do you need to brag about your exclusive position and you only entertain VVIP only... YES with a DOUBLE V. contrast to you claim, your work suits does not really represent the status... but yeah... what ever... I still meet him, but trying hard to avoid him... unfortunately he thinks I am his best friend and that I believe that he is a model... (probably he failed to notice my eyes were rolling every time he brags..) So how? ...

Secrets

One of my dear friend is now in a relationship. I hope this one last...  

I don't understand why some if not most partners keep their past sexual activities from their partner's knowledge and acts like a virgin. Yes, probably not in instant but the idea of not sharing is something puzzling.

The idea that your partner will not accept you after knowing your past is ridiculous. If he/she cannot accept you, means he/she is not for you. Is your partner a virgin also?

I always share my past with my ex-partners not for competition but to tell, that after all that he/she is the best person for me (at least at that time :)) and that I am here for him/her for good.  

Why then I am single? good question! I can only say, I haven't met the best among the best... or probably I will die fat and alone and be found three weeks later half-eaten by dogs.. ok that's from Bridget Jones Diary..

What and Why Ghairah?

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I love to share my experiences and opinions on various subjects. Yes, the English is not good but this is one way to improve.

About Me: A discreet Rainbow :) 
Age 37 years old.
Working? yes I am.
Marital Status: Rainbow???

Why now?
Well, I used to blog years ago and I stopped all the sudden. Not sure why, and the probability also, this blog may not be long.

I used to be open to opinions and expressing them. As we aged, I prefer to keep things rather than saying it out loud. For example, yesterday when I entered the lift, there is a couple and the husband is a good looking lad (lucky bitch). I said to him, "hey, nice shoes! where did you bought them?" but what I really meant is "hey, gorgeous!! Can I suck your dick?"

Yup kept them all inside!

In my culture, the older you get, the more sensitive you are. While FB's friends either shares or openly expressed their opinions without taking the language and sensitivities of others in hopes people will "liked" (opsssssss there are more than "liked" options i.e "Sad", "WOW" and "Angry")their postings. Unfortunately, when there is a YIN there is a YANG. and battle of words begins.

While other may disagree and expressed it in a very good manner, the posters probably not.

So this is why I most of the time decided to kept to myself. I don't like to fight on something which later causing inappropriate words to be posted which later effects our friendship.

Unlike blogging, especially I am discreet, people just read and the most "pun" share, without (and Hoping) linking to my FB or myself.

So that's it...